I was living in a world of complication. I did not know who I was or what I was doing here. I was aware of Love and beauty but I did not think they could be mine. For some reason, I felt that I did not deserve them. I felt inadequate in a world where possession and status are a priority. I could not even say "thank you." Needless to say, I was lost.
I began working with Ari; I wanted to do the three-month program. I completed it and became aware of the real Alfred. I also fell in love with the real Alfred. Being a diamond in the rough, my rough edges broke off and I began to shine. I became a completely different person. I became aware of how pride and ego ran my life.
I felt I needed to do the six-month program. For six months, I went deeper than I had ever imagined. It is hard to put into words how deep I went but it was nothing short of AMAZING. I became Alfred to the tenth power. I understood that the Love and beauty that I had always wanted was always there, inside of me. I learned that the illusion of acceptance was just that. I realized I had everything I will ever need inside of me and Ari helped facilitate bringing that out of me. The work that I did with Ari was life changing. I was lost but now I am found. I just close my eyes and breathe; I become everything and nothing at the same time. I have changed for the better and received a Brother to watch my back. And I could not have done any of this without Ari.
